Stephy ([info]labellamafia494) wrote,
@ 2006-08-11 16:20:00
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that meme!
Okay, so this counts as getting off my lazy summer ass and updating, I guess - this meme was too fun to resist!

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.  (Although Wicked is my baby these days and it's the only book that gets re-opened.)
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (I have glasses for class, but at -75 I don't usually wear them elsewhere.) × I love to play video games(I did have the obligatory Sims phase, though.) I've tried marijuana.  (But you see, I seem to have a pot problem. I'm the only one that doesn't jump around the room like a chicken and get disastrous glassy red eyes. I simply feel drunker. So maybe I have an anti-pot gene that I'll be grateful for in the future? Nevermind what Val and Dom brought back from their stop in Amsterdam this summer, heh.)
I've watched porn movies.  (Who hasn't? Even if the storylines are SO SO ridiculous it wouldn't turn a freak nympho on because of their sheer stupidity and comic-value. Also, porn "lezzies" suck in the bad non-porn way. Ick.) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (Depends? Usually being the key word here.)
I curse sometimes.  (heh.) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (Um, no.)
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× I have broken someone's bones. × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. × I hate the rain.
× I'm paranoid at times. × I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (No, simply because I'm scared SHITLESS.) I need/want money right now.  (Need a second job!)
I love sushi.  (Veggie sushi! AVOCADO ROLLS. AVOCADO ROLLS. WANT NOW.) × I talk really, really fast.  (Sometimes?) × I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.  (Medium to long.) × I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling.  (32 year old half brother with two kids and a wife in Oxford!)
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.  (Oh Canadaaaaa, our home and native land, .....I forget the rest of the anthem. *facepalm*) × I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (I love my eyelashes. *g*) I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.  (Best four bucks a month I'll ever spend.)
I like the way that I look.  (If I couldn't be a green-eyed redhead, then I look just fine. ;)) I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (For something trivial, probably.) × I am usually pessimistic(I'm either completely optimistic or gloom pessimistic. All or nothing. Heh.)
I have a lot of mood swings.  (Let's not even talk about when I get my period.) I think prostitution should be legalized.  (The better solution to reduce crime) × I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.  (I'm pretty much always hyper. But it's nothing compared to Maya so I don't know if I should tick this or not.) I have a lot of friends.  (cegep = yay. Can't wait to meet new people in university this fall...I want new friends!)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.  (I 'peck' my friends a lot, and I kiss those I want?) × I enjoy talking on the phone.   (No. I get easily annoyed on the phone and would rather meet someone for a drink to catch up.) × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop and/or window shop.  (Yup.) × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother(No! Even when she acts like her usual 15 year old and sticks her face on a window pane to "peek" at the inside of the store.)
I have a mobile phone.  (loves!) × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.  (I fell asleep drunk at the chalet this weekend but didn't PASS out. Come on.) I've rejected someone before.  (Apparently I'm a bit insensitive with men. *snerk* Well, those I don't know well anyhow.)
× I currently like/love someone.  (Not sure.) × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future.  (Two!)
I have changed a diaper before. × I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.  (Who doesn't?) × I am shy around the opposite sex.  (definitely not.) × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.  (Not much anymore...SO lazy for AIM. But once I start again I won't be able to get off.)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have tried alcohol or drugs before. × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.  (That definitely happened during the last two years.) I enjoy some country music.  (Dixie Chicks?)
I would die for my best friends. I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. × I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment.  (Not THAT happy because the rents are back today and byeeee, living the alone-in-appartment-life, but pretty happy.)
× I'm obsessed with guys(heh. Used to, until sexual orientation became a big question mark and boobies passed to the front. But I'm still ???????) Democrat.  (Sorryeverybody.com was love!) × Republican.
× I don't even know what I am(BWAHAHA.) × I am punk rockish.  (No, no no no no no no. No offense.) × I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.  (..except the IB exams which were a big fat joke.) × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. × I can work on a car.
I love my job(s).  (I LOVE Ben & Jerry's when Mike the Mean and Incompetent Manager is not around - witness Monday's shift, where we were throwing m&m toppings into each other's mouths from far. Diane has a vid of that I must must get my hands on!

...I need a second job! NOW.)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.  (I hope it only goes up!) × I have more than just my ears pierced(Not a piercing fan.)
I walk barefoot wherever I can. × I have jumped off a bridge. × I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I am proficient on a musical instrument.  (11 years of flute, but I stopped two years ago. However thanks to the suzuki method I can still pick it up and play the pieces I loved most.)
I hate office jobs. × I went to college out of state. × I am adopted.
I am a pyro.   (Candles!) × I have thrown up from crying too much. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I fall for the worst people.  (ie. straight. Twice!) I adore bright colours. × I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. × I can pick up things with my toes. × I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse. × I still have every journal I've ever written in. × I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. × I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.  (aghhh, Mike.) × I am a caffeine junkie.  (I wish, because it would be better than a thousand red bulls a week during play-and-exams type of weeks.)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder(Paid how much? *g*) × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.  (I did have a collection of frutopia caps, bwah.)
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. I'm an artist.  (It sounds horribly pretentious to tick this! But I love drawing, and although I don't do it as much, photoshopping.) × I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony(That doesn't make sense.) I have terrible teeth.  (Maybe not terrible, but they're waaaay too short.)
× I hate my toes. × I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.  (Is that a trick question because it's on a *meme*? Bwah.)
I have lived in either three different states or countries.  (Paris (92200), south of France and Montreal.) × I am extremely flexible(Not. Not. I'm a wooden board, and there are jokes!) I love hugs more than kisses.  (Depends with who, but I'm a huggy person.)
I want to own my own business. × I smoke(SO in love with the new law - no one can smoke indoors/in public places. SO MUCH LOVE for going home and not smelling like a walking cig.) × I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
× Nobody has ever said I'm normal. Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.  (Maybe not GAMES, but movies? Sure. Except the Notebook, because I LAUGHED AND LAUGHED.) × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.  (nah, only my fannish loves are.)
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.  (YESSSS. YES YES YES. Not drag kings or "real men's wear",but feminized men's wear like blazers, office clothes and such. So very hot and I would dress only in that.) I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.  (I don't like conflict. At all. Except with my parents.) × I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.  (Occasionally.)
I have played strip poker with someone else before.  (But I stopped when I realised I sucked. Hah.) I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.  (Advice: never ever ever ever ever move to another *continent* when your kid is 12 years old and happy where he/she is.) × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone. I have at least one obsession at any given time.  (I AM SEEING WICKED IN AUGUST WILL EXPLODE ebrieuwgrueiwbfueibfuebfuebfubEDEN ESPINOSA!! Eden Eden Eden! Stage door!
And it's still the second best book ever.) I will not admit that I am also all over Wicked RPF. All over it.
× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.  (I never weigh myself. EVER. Although I'm worried my luck will run out because I eat like a fucking pig at EVERY Ben & Jerry's shift. Waffle cones. Ice cream. More ice cream. Extra smoothie. Extra milkshake.)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. I'm a judgmental asshole.  (Oh, come on. Everyone can admit to this!) × I'm a HUGE drama-queen(not huuuuuuge. But yes. *g*)
I have travelled on more than one continent. × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.  (Probably?)
× I am a Libertarian. I can speak more than one language.  (English/French. Quebecois. LOL. And what's left of my Spanish classes...) I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.  (...like the past weekend in which I feel asleep in a room with 11 noisy drunk theater crazies.)
× I would rather read than watch TV.  (I'd rather read than randomly watch TV, but I'm more fannish over my favorite shows than a book, I guess. Wicked notwithstanding.) × I like reading fact more than fiction. I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.  (STORY OF THE PAST TWO YEARS. Finish at 7.30 am and get ready for school!! Although in my defense there's so much IB shit per day that you couldn't possibly start something a month in advance because you have the previous work to finish.)
× I have no piercings(Ears only, and even that is sort of recent, LOL.) × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.  (it's extremely funny if you take the question in a unanswered-question-angst way instead of the usual emo complaint it sounds like.) × I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.  (Definitely not sporty. Wish I was!!) × I have hit someone with a dead fish(HAHA.)
I am compulsively honest.  (I bullshit much less than before. Now I'm pretty much (too) honest.) × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.  (I don't have *different* motivations for each gender. What does a teenager think of? Heh.
Although I was inching towards lesbian/homoflexible it's going back to the center now and I AM CONFUSED, because it pisses me off that I can't figure it out faster.)
× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. × I dislike milk. × I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me. Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.  (Deffo. I am at war with mine and must redo the highlights...) × I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.  (I appreciate the snark of the one who did this meme!!) I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.  (shitload of butter on bread. And I do mean a shitload. There's also the lemon juice on pasta & tomato sauce!)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. × I don't like to chew gum.
I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.  (HISTORY HISTORY HISTORY HISTORY. Who else can claim utter ''fannish'' glee when the teacher brought American/Canadian papers depicting the 1917 Bolshevik revolution? Papers you recognize nonetheless? GLEE.
Although I'm mostly interested in everything past the beginning of the 19th century.
Again, HISTORY LOVE. And Poli Sci love, when it's specific and less thematic.)
× I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.  (agh, I was such a brat when we went to live in France.)
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. × I love to sing(hahaha. If sing means sing badly to take a mockable video, then yes)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. × I have a custom-built computer. I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.  (Especially if they're women, heh.)
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. I've gone skinny-dipping.  (This weekend, actually!) I've performed in three plays.
I enjoy burritos.  (Carlos & Pepes, Tres Amigos on BURRITOS NIGHT. Or, um, taco night.) × I'm Irish and loving it. I have a thing for redheads.  (MILLION TIMES YES. Green eyed redheads!)
× I am a twin! × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.  (Depends on the day.) Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. × I sleep more than 12 hours a day. I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
× I need more time to myself. × I wish I was more open-minded. × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
I download songs from the internet. × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.  (I've only watched the trailer.) I say random things to freak people out.  (Maybe not to freak them out, but I am queen of random.)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note(I found out it was a manga and a movie's just been made, but...don't know the ending!) × I love playing Truth or Dare. I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone. × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. I think this survey is particularly long.  (But fun.)
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.  (I prefer some great LJ friends to RL ones, and vice versa.) × I can only hate someone that I love. × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.


Random:

- Just got back from a weekend at Lac Castor where we kids from the play rented a chalet to spend time together again that turned into the chalet of utter debauchery and great food. And skinny dipping, I have vids!
- I do need a second job, because I only have two shifts a week now. Meh.
- Work is fun when it involves throwing baby m&ms into Adam, Tim or Diane's mouths. Not to mention inventing chocolate waffle cones. AND all the free Ben & Jerry ice cream and smoothies I DEVOUR. Metabolism baby, don't quit me now!



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[info]heavens_stars
2006-07-27 01:24 am UTC (link)
-I think we all need a weekend like that. Sounds like a blast.
-Work sounds amazing, except for only two shifts a week. All the free ice cream you can handle? Bring it on. Especially when you get to eat the free toppings by throwing them at each other. And having videos? Rocks.
-You're seeing Wicked? So excited for you babe.
-*huggles*

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 01:33 am UTC (link)
- yeah, AWESOME. Especially if you're more than 10, because it's extremely affordable then and loads of fun.
- I'm really gonna have to learn to control myself. Because I seriously DO NOT STOP. *g* And I was thinking about Chapters too - what'd you reckon? What was your fav. job?
- I am going to squee in my pants.
- squeeeeeze!!!
- hey, you owe me a reply to that email I sent a thousand years ago!

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[info]heavens_stars
2006-07-28 02:11 am UTC (link)
-Having more people in the group is definitely more party. Drinks to that.
-Self control? What's that? I've heard it mentioned, along with morals but I have not yet encountered either *g*
-I've been lucky with my jobs - amazing people at both McDs and Chapters. And though discounted (or free) food was delicious, the discounts on books is healthier all around. Body and mind. lol
-*puppydogeyes* yes, i know. i'm horrible. but i sent something in the mail this morning, so keep an eye out.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 02:26 am UTC (link)
- even if we rolled all over each other in our sleeping bags because we were wayyy too many upstairs, lmeo.
- yeah, I quite agree with you. More peanut butter cup and oatmeal cookie ice cream for me! *g* And KEY LIME PIE. And BANANA RUM. And APPLE PIE. And CHOCOLATE PEANUT BUTTER. And why didn't I go to B&J before?
- true that. It's great to have fun coworkers - that's why I love Monday nights much more than Sundays!
- well, we know I'm really no better. But LETTERS YAY!!! Are you in the city all summer? Or up north w/ family?

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[info]heavens_stars
2006-07-28 02:39 am UTC (link)
-i've run into that before. though i usually sleep right through bumping up with everyone else
-*drools* why don't i go to B&J more often?
-i never know what to expect going into work. schedule changes every week and the managers don't let us know what shifts they're working :(
-in the city most of the summer. trying to figure out a way to get out for a break though. my parents keep going away whenever i have time off.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 03:15 am UTC (link)
- because it's overpriced like woah, but DAMN is it good. Just don't order my milkshakes because I occasionally fuck them up and add more milk to fill up the cup. *g*
- that sort of sucks. I have too regular shifts, but I just realised he stuck me friday night and it's too late to back out. Fuck. I don't like getting out of there exhausted on a freaking friday at midnight.
- mmk, be sure to tell me where I'll be able to write back..probably the city then!

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[info]heavens_stars
2006-07-28 03:19 am UTC (link)
-oh right. but sometimes the juice is worth the squeeze. *look* don't ask. i'd drink yours anyways - milkshakes can be good when they're not overly thick.
-not fun watching the rest of the city being free and clear while you're stuck at your job. :(
-definitely the city. but should have a new address in, oh, 6 weeks. if you procrastinate past that, let me know ;) though i'll prolly send it to you anyway.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-27 03:48 am UTC (link)
+ aww. sounds like a fun fun FUN weekend. god, i need to go swim .. or just be by the water RIGHT NOW. but, i just had my mini-surgery so .. hopefully i can soon.
+ did you email me your addy yet?
+ the first week of school, they bring us to broadway shows .. with tickets for $10! TEN! we have choices, but fucking WICKED all the way.
+ I FUCKING MISS YOU WHORE. *snuggles*

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 01:46 am UTC (link)
- Oh, pretty awesome! Although no guidos like those you met at your shore house, lmeo. OH OH! I saw some Gotti-looking American boys downtown when doing promo and apparently I said "guido" wrong. BWAHA. But they were so obnoxious.
- Yup.
- FUCKING AWESOME. AND YOU ARE FUCKING KIDDING ME, because I'm debunking 100 bucks, lmao. Although my dad was feeling generous and paid me back half. *g*
but yes, DEFINITELY SEE THAT and read the book first because it is so so so brilliant. *pets*
- MISS YOU LIKE WOAH and am getting off my lazy at-home ass to get on aim. On the macbook. How do I do this? squeeeeze my zizou lover.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 03:17 am UTC (link)
i just had my mini-surgery
...WISDOM teeth? OH NOES. Must send you all my staff coupons for ice cream. *huuuuuugs*

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 03:20 am UTC (link)
oh no. not wisdom teeth. waaay different part of the body. i'll let you know when we AIM it up because i just dont want to post it.

yay. ICE CREAM! I WANT ALL THE FLAVORS! piggy me. haha.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:13 am UTC (link)
hahaha. I EAT ALL THE FLAVORS. ALL. ALL. EVERY SHIFT. ...I must start exercising?

mmk.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 04:15 am UTC (link)
HAHAHAHAHA. yeah. you fatty. ;-)

im so jealous. except i would probably be a ball that needs to be rolled out of the store by now.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:31 am UTC (link)
ROTFLMEO. *rolls you*

OH. I also forgot the waffle cones. See, we make them, and when there's a teeny hole at the end, we break it up and EAT IT (and serve it to customers cough).

one shift i promised everyone i wouldn't help myself. I DID LAST TWO HOURS. Out of 7. But still.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 04:36 am UTC (link)
HAHHAHAHAH. thanks for rolling! haha, i wouldve been stuck!

oooooh god. waffle cones. i want. also belgian waffles now that we're on the subject. LMEO. hahah. serve them. HAHAHHAHAH.

you just cant help yourself when youre around yummies.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:53 am UTC (link)
who's gonna roll me out, now? you're gonna have to roll back in so we can bump each other..like..bowling balls? waffle cones got to my head apparently.

HAHAHHA. a girl came and specifically asked for that. SHE WOULDN'T BELIEVE ME when i said we didn't make them! "er. see that thing? waffle maker. thin thin waffles that become CONES. jesus.

SMELLS SO YUMMY. and the taster sticks! they're for US, dude. hahaha. well. unofficially.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 05:10 am UTC (link)
hahahaha. we'll just bounce around.

oh, stupid girl. lmeo. some people are so insistent of waht they want .. it's like, "IT'S NOT POSSIBLE, LADY!"

mmmmmmmm. yeah, i definitely cannot work in the food industry. i may overeat and die.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 05:38 am UTC (link)
hey, if we can bounce we'll have NO problem at all. *g*

oh, speaking of fuckhead customers..there's that one that wanted peanut butter IC when she saw there was clearly NONE left in the box.

and see, i sucked back then at flipping boxes (opening new ones. there's a special opener that took me a lifetime to master, lmeo, so I said there was none left.

buuuuuut of course she couldn't choose another one of the 43947758943 ones there, or something ELSE containing PEANUT BUTTER. no. she asks me "that crate uderneath, isn't it peanut butter?"

aand i say no m'am

until she asks me to LIFT IT UP SO SHE CAN CHECK

and of course, it had to be PB. so i say oh! i forgot. i'll....open...it.

which took an hour.

basically, she sucked and that's my PB story.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 03:18 am UTC (link)
+ HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. the guidos. oh god. i think one of the guys from the shore practically slept with like half of my now-turned-slutty friends. HAHHAHAH. how did you say it? god, why people aspire to look like the gotti boys is beyond me?
+ woohoo. yeah, they were like. just go in line and pay and we'll take you. wheeeee. oh okay. i am in need of some good reading.
+ AHHH. MACBOOK! i just got mine recently. love. squuuuueeeeze. use ichat. it has webcam-ness and is wired for AIM. MISS YOU LIKE WHOA WHOA.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:11 am UTC (link)
- he was like "yo chicks (I KID YOU NOT, HE SAID CHICKS. CHICKS. chicks. I MEAN!) wanna take us to dinner? Show us around?' and I said "you have too much gel in your hair and you're not arab looking. You must be a ju-ee-do. HAHAHA. A bit shameful for me, since he said it's GU-EE-DO and do JUIDO and then he said more random shit until we gave them false directions to st-laurent blvd. BWAH.
- wtf. I really don't know. Way too Lebanese a la my old school with a bottle of gel and axe. ICK.
- that's just .....awesome.
- WHITE WHITE MACBOOK LOVE! Did you take a million pics with the photo booth effects? BWAH.
*jumps on ichat*

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:12 am UTC (link)
* gu-ee-do and not ju-ee-do like I said it.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 04:15 am UTC (link)
HAHAHAHHA. ju-ee-do. oh too cute.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:22 am UTC (link)
that sort of killed my otherwise good comeback. BOOOO.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 04:37 am UTC (link)
awwwww. but that's okay. god, how hideous were they? uber-orange? i bet.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 04:50 am UTC (link)
slicked back gelled hair, and they might use more gel than the lebanese. HAHAHHA ORANGE. SO TRUE. GLASSES. BRANDS. GOLDEN DANGLY THINGS.

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[info]rezie
2006-07-28 04:54 am UTC (link)
HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAH. did they have it all .. long and standing up? they fucking rock the 'brook' like no other. ewwwww. a/x or equally guido shirts? AHAHAHHAHAHHAHA. i hope to never date one. EVER.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 05:27 am UTC (link)
one had it slicked to the back, and now thay you mention it the others had mountains on their heads.

i HOPE to never date one
hope?! RUN RUN RUN RUN far far away!

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[info]emmer69
2006-07-28 12:29 am UTC (link)
Ahhh! Wicked! I'm listening to the soundtrack right now. If I don't see it soon...someone might die.

Although I was inching towards lesbian/homoflexible it's going back to the center now and I AM CONFUSED, because it pisses me off that I can't figure it out faster.)
Um. Get out of my head. ;)

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 02:20 am UTC (link)
Oh, oh, the OBC! It's now (almost) *not* the only thing I listen to, because I watched and saved (keepvid.com/lite) clips on youtube of almost every Elphie that ever existed and added a thousand Defying Gravity's to my ipod. Eden, Steph (look for Steph's last, which is beyond wonderful), Sho, Idina, Kristy, Ana...yeah. Stop me.

Is the tour coming near you? Cause If you see it from September to October, Sho and Megan and reprising their roles and I am fucking ecstatic since TORONTO is one of their two stops and it's...not that far. So I may go again. *g*
I'm going to see Eden! it the 15th, if you're near NY by then!

I'm also extremely lucky, 'cause she's taking her vacation the first week of August. I like her standby well enough, but...yeah, that was close.

Um. Get out of my head. ;)
Um, we have a lot to talk about! I wouldn't have guessed, cause you know, I'm the one with terroristas in lingerie on my layout. *g* Although you did tick bi on the meme thing! All in all, I hate hate uncertainty. Aaah. I wish the answer would fall from the sky right about NOW.

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[info]emmer69
2006-07-28 12:47 pm UTC (link)
Dude! I'm going to be in NY on the 15th. We haven't booked any tickets for any shows, but the whole purpose of our trip is to see shows and the person I'm going with is absolutely OBSESSED with Wicked (but maybe not quite as much as you) so of course that's number one on our list.

I don't know when the tour's coming here. There were rumors that it would be this season, but they lied. And I was pissed. I actually sort of know someone who was on Broadway with it but now tours and is the understudy for Elphaba...yeah, that was my story - not very interesting.

Yes, we apparently do have a lot to talk about. I'm not like into a lot of girls - in fact I'm more inclined to randomly hook up with guys. It's just that right now, I'm in love with my best friend (the one I'm going to NYC with, actually). And she knows it, and the situation is actually better than it could be, because we're still extremely close. We've hooked up (a few times...and a little more than hooking up ;)), but she's SO straight. And the only reason that I'm wondering whether I'm not closer to the girl side of the spectrum is because I fell so hard for her...it's pretty ridiculous.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-07-28 08:18 pm UTC (link)
Oh, awesome. You should definitely try for cancellation line or better yet, buy them off someone right before the show. Then you two can meet "Emmy's cousin from Canada" after, heh.

The Elphaba understudy on tour? You know Victoria Matlock? LOL. Actually, I think she's the standby and the not u/s.

in fact I'm more inclined to randomly hook up with guys.
Well, me too, but that's because when I go out with friends you sure as hell don't have the certainty a hot girl is going to respond to you when you make advances like a guy. Oh, they're so easy, and when I'm horny, I'm horny. Heh. But I occasionally get bored clubbing when I feel there's JUST MEN around me. And I've only been dancing a couple of times in the village and was lucky twice, but the downside is it's 90% penis except certain nights in certain places I haven't been to yet.

Wow - congrats on telling her. I would've *never* had the guts, especially as some people think once love is in the equation it's not friendship anymore and stop it there. It's wonderful you're still close - no awkwardness?

And honey, if you've had more than one drunken hookup - let's not even go into the "more" category - then she's definitely not SO straight, even if she says you're the only girl she'd go for.

it's pretty ridiculous.
Not really - my story's quite similar. I did the normal het teenage thing, with crushes and heartbreaks and dances yet the longest relationship I had was er, almost three months? I never had a serious serious relationship with anyone, which makes it harder to determine your sexuality. Then coming into cegep two years ago, I somewhat lost interest in guys (and I *was* the obnoxious boy loving 13 year old) - which is also probably due to the men at brebeuf, which SUCK, as opposed to the gorgeous girls at the school.

I started to get a little interested/bicurious, but nothing that I felt "changed" me until I fell for a friend of friend that I didn't know too well - contrarily to you, as I got closer to her and became a good friend, I finally started to fall out of love/lust. But it lasted a LONG LONG time, and it made me uncomfortable some days because I wanted her veeery badly, probably more than anyone before. And they say when you cry over a girl, you've definitely got some gay in you.

I got the drunken hookup too (after a LOT of convincing and booze and heh, guys watching), but she's as straight as McStraighty Arrow. I've been out as bi/lez leaning/whatever for a year, and she definitely knows I'm attracted to her because I *am* always all over and don't hide it, but I never told her the extent of my feelings. I'm glad I'm over her, with only residual lust left...she's a good friend.

So that was the first girl I *fell* in love with, which made everything a little clearer, but not quite, until it happened two more times to a much lesser extent.

I need to go to work now, so I'll continue this novel later!

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[info]emmer69
2006-07-29 02:51 pm UTC (link)
especially as some people think once love is in the equation it's not friendship anymore and stop it there.
I think in some weird way we're actually closer. I'm two years older than her, and I think she used to look up to me a little and she was having a horrible time with her friends when we met. Now we're definitely on the same level, and we couldn't be closer. We talk on the phone for 2+ hours every day and we understand each other so well. I'm actually very lucky. She's a good straight person to fall for, because she's so open and understanding.

if you've had more than one drunken hookup
The funny thing about the situation is that she doesn't drink, I drink very rarely, so all of our hook-ups have been completely sober. She was curious at the beginning, and now I think she's finally decided she is straight, and I think kind of rejects the idea. I'm not sure because she told me that once and we hooked up since. She's basically a very horny girl. ;)

And they say when you cry over a girl, you've definitely got some gay in you.
Oh that's definitely me. I'm not going to lie, I've cried over her.

I have to say I've never been in a relationship with a guy (or a girl, technically) and I've liked guys but I've never loved or wanted a guy as much as I love and want her. So, like you, I just can't decide/tell what I am. Maybe when I go to college and meet new people it will be clear. But for 12 years of my life I went to a small conservative private school with no choice of guys. So naturally I turned to girls. ;)

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-08-15 03:03 am UTC (link)
Sorry I took so long to reply to this! I hope you'll read it one day, lmao.

Honey, if you've hooked up sober more than ONCE, she's definitely not straight. Even if she tells you you're the only one she'd consider "experimenting" with. Keep in mind a big majority of girls wouldn't even consider it. I guess she's as, if not more, confused than you are.

I'm not going to lie, I've cried over her.
No worries, I have too.

Now the question is - have you ever been in an all gay environment to see how you feel?

Well, I've alway been in co-ed school environment and for the past two years it hasn't made me any less gay! That's the thing that tickles me - we haven't been like this "forever" or as long as we can remember like many queers say. I guess it'll clear up one day.

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[info]emmer69
2006-08-17 01:12 pm UTC (link)
I discovered on our trip to New York that she only gets that way when she's PMSing. It's funny because for a while she was completely rejecting the idea, and then all of a sudden she wanted to do stuff again, except she told me that much too late for me to do anything about it. She said that to her, lesbian sex is more kinky, and so because of her hormones being thrown out of balance during PMS (and she has REALLY bad PMS), she sort of likes it. And she knows it's available to her...

I've never been in an all gay environment. I feel like I'd be uncomfortable though. I went to a small private school where being gay was really rare, or at least admitting to it was rare, so I'm just a little uncomfortable with the whole thing because I'm so unused to it.

By the way, I saw Wicked on Tuesday...I'm pretty sure that's the day you went. We have MUCH to talk about. It was SO fucking amazing. I stopped breathing during Defying Gravity. ;)

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-08-19 02:41 am UTC (link)
YOU SAW IT ON TUESDAY! Oh damn, we should've met at the stage door because I made such a fucking fool of myself meeting Eden. So goddamn awkward to be alone there. But I got my playbill signed by Kate, Derrick and Jenna, plus a picture with Eden. Yay!

it was definitely awesome. I got an audio bootleg of that defying gravity, if you want. *g* I was way too scared to bring it out even for a second.

Honey, that hormonal unbalance idea is a poor excuse. I don't see why it would trigger undecision about sexual orientation. Basically, when's she horny she's more vocal about wanting you? How does she feel about the gay issue in general? Ie, internalized homophobia and all that without realising it...

There's also the fact that when she needs someone she knows you'll be there for her, and it's understandable she's confused about what she's feeling - either the same as you or just a really strong emotional bond. The thing is, most people *with* that kind of bond wouldn't feel comfortable (no matter how horny!) with adding a sexual layer. She sounds like she's trying hard to justify what she wants.

so I'm just a little uncomfortable with the whole thing because I'm so unused to it.

That's entirely normal...you should've seen me when I was first "exploring" the scene expecting people to be exactly like me. Heh. It takes time, but you get used to it really quickly. Is she the only girl you'd picture yourself with?

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[info]emmer69
2006-08-19 12:18 pm UTC (link)
I was looking for you the entire time...I thought I saw you like 10 times, but I'm not sure.

You have the bootleg? I would LOVE to hear that!

She's not homophobic at all. I'm positive of that. When she's really horny, she wants sex...it doesn't matter if it's a girl or a guy. She wanted to have sex with me on Wednesday, and we didn't because 1. I wasn't picking up on her hints, and 2. we were in an airport for most of the day. But she called and apologized later that day for not ever being able to make up her mind, because she knows that it's more serious for me.

I am so grateful that our friendship hasn't suffered at all considering what we've done. If anything, we've gotten closer.

And yeah, right now she is the only girl I'd really picture myself with. But in general, I see myself with more girls than guys. The thing is, though, I've never been with a guy, so it's not like I can compare.

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-08-22 08:03 am UTC (link)
Oh, damn. Next time!!


All I can tell you is that she's not "straight". And it's amazing your friendship - or whatever it is now or will become in the near future - is stronger than before.

Eden's DG August 15th

I'm going to take my friend Val's advice - do not fret and when you really want someone, go for it. No questions, lmao.

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(Anonymous)
2006-08-22 03:25 pm UTC (link)
All I can tell you is that she's not "straight".

After last night, I'm convinced that you're right. ;) I'm pretty happy with the whole situation.

Dude, thanks so much for the audio...it's amazing! I can totally see the scene when I listen to it.

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[info]emmer69
2006-08-22 03:27 pm UTC (link)
Totally thought I was logged-in. I guess not. Although I'm pretty sure you knew it was me... ;)

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-08-22 05:47 pm UTC (link)
After last night, I'm convinced that you're right. ;) I'm pretty happy with the whole situation.
DETAILS!

And yes, Eden love times a million. I may be seeing Shoshana & Megan in Toronto this fall, which is also uber awesome, since this time I'll prefer the Glinda than the Elphie.

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[info]emmer69
2006-08-23 12:56 pm UTC (link)
It wasn't anything particularily earth-shattering or unusual, really. I spent the night at her house, and we had sex? I'm never really sure what constitutes two girls having sex, but anyway, we went as far as we could go. We've done it before, but it just seemed really nice this time. I'm not sure if it's beacuse I'm leaving for college on Friday, but whatever it was, I enjoyed it. :)

Ahhh...you're seing Sho and Megan!? I LOVE Megan Hilty! I'm jealous. ;)

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[info]labellamafia494
2006-08-24 08:37 am UTC (link)
Well, that's pretty earth shattering for someone you claimed to have 'decided' to be straight! ;-) And dude! I'm SO happy for you, because it all seems to be working out - leaving for college gift, you say? Don't you dare minimize! Anyways, yay. *g*

yup, with my cousin and a friend I've managed to coerce. We better get our tickets soon! And same here, because she's definitely up there with Kristin and Kendra. I'm also excited for Sho, even though she's not my favorite, and I adore her other roles. Not to mention they have amazing chemistry. Squee!

OH, and they are also the cutest people alive. Have you seen this?





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[info]labellamafia494
2006-08-24 08:39 am UTC (link)
apparently the youtube embedding is kaput, so I'll link you: Meg & Sho in the shower (okay maybe not, but we do get nekkid Meg)

basically, that makes me very happy. *g*

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[info]emmer69
2006-08-24 02:35 pm UTC (link)
Hah! That's so cute. I love seeing behind the scenes stuff. That's adorable.

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[info]emmer69
2006-08-24 02:37 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, well, she's not entirely straight, but she's still not quite gay enough. ;) But I'm definitely happy, especially since we're still best friends. :-D

I want Wicked to come near meeeee. :(

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[info]missmomoko
2006-08-01 07:09 am UTC (link)
Steph! I thought you had disappeared!
I can't see your posts in my fl list!! you went into the year 2007! nevermind at least now I know to come here. :)

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